Anger/Rage

My temper is one of my worst qualities. Extreme rage tends to come out over the smallest things to the point I black out and lose myself in my world of destruction. The only thing I care about at this point is the pain I’ll inflict on those near to me. All I can think of is how I will destroy this person either physically or mentally. Because my anger gets so intense that I lose control I’ve tattooed “HATE” across my fingers to symbolize all the hate I’ve done with my right hand. My temper has landed me in jail which I served 3 years of intense supervised probation with 28 months hanging over my head and I’ve also had protection orders placed against me twice. I can lose my temper and fly in a rage with the snap of a finger. I’ve been in traffic, had someone cut me off which resulted in me trying to get out of my car to attack them with a 15in knife I kept in my car, the only thing that stopped me was the passenger holding my seatbelt locked and placing her knees against my glove box, I then attacked her to get to the knife so I attack this guy. I tend to be a very high strung person on the verge of snapping at any given moment. I don’t care who is around or where I am, I lose all track of everything all I can see is the bloodied broken face of those I wish to harm. My temper is the point I can’t joke with friends about play hitting because I tend to not take it as a joke and will attack the person if I feel provoked in the slightest way.