Why Your Mindfulness Practice Is Stalling Your Growth

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Photography increasingly measures its progress through internal states rather than visible change. The language of self-care feels ethical and mature, but it quietly removes the ability to tell whether the work itself is improving.

Over the last decade, photography has absorbed more commentary than it has reading. Images circulate faster than they are understood. Platforms reward reaction, not attention. Feedback arrives immediately, but almost never carries responsibility for accuracy. In this environment, criticism becomes noisy, performative, and structurally misaligned with the work it addresses. The volume of response grows, while its usefulness collapses.

Photography has learned to describe itself as self-care. The language sounds calm and protective. It promises freedom from pressure and distance from judgment. What it quietly removes is a way to distinguish development from repetition.

Withdrawing from criticism is a defensive maneuver. It protects the ego, but it also disables the radar. Public platforms amplify projection more than reading. Stepping away often feels like the only way to keep working at all. This reaction is widespread. Open criticism has become unreliable as a tool. The disappearance of criticism does not remove the need for evaluation. It only removes its most visible, and often its worst, forms.

This text continues a line of thought developed in my earlier analysis of toxic criticism and comment culture. That piece examined why open critique environments often fail photographers, not by being too strict, but by being structurally incapable of reading work. The conclusion was not that criticism should be ignored, but that most of it is misaligned with the task. The problem addressed here begins after that point. What happens when the photographer, having correctly identified toxic criticism, removes evaluation itself rather than recalibrating it?

The Mindfulness Trap

Photography today often presents its withdrawal from evaluation as growth. “I do not care about likes.” “I shoot for myself.” “Photography is my mindfulness practice.” “Presence matters more than results.” “Meaningful images matter more than nice images.” These phrases function as markers of seriousness because they refuse measurement. They signal distance from algorithms, trends, and the demand to perform. They also lower friction. The process becomes easier to tolerate, and the work feels insulated from judgment.

Self-care photography fits seamlessly into educational platforms built on toxic positivity. These environments are optimized for engagement, not for assessment. They reward reassurance, not correction. A system where every voice matters and no answer is wrong does not describe education. It describes a support group. Education requires a point of failure. If a process cannot fail, it cannot be tested. If it cannot be tested, it cannot improve. Validation is not evaluation. One maintains engagement. The other maintains standards.

This logic explains why self-development rhetoric spreads so effectively. It is a positive feedback loop that sells reassurance as progress. It produces confidence, not differentiation. Over time, it creates the illusion of movement without evidence of change. The trap is not emotional. It is functional. A framework designed to stabilize confidence cannot register breakdown. Without breakdown, there is no signal of progress. Discomfort is reframed as external pressure. Comparison becomes suspect. Measurement is treated as immaturity. Growth stops referring to change in the work and starts referring to a feeling. Growth starts to sound like a mood.

Why Internal Experience Cannot Measure Progress

Internal experience cannot function as an evaluation tool. It is not comparable across time in any reliable way. You cannot audit your past emotions. You can only audit your past files. There is no stable scale for memory. Attentiveness cannot be replayed. Presence cannot be measured retroactively. An image can be placed next to another image. Decisions can be compared. Outcomes can be evaluated. If the file does not show progress, the feeling of progress was a hallucination.

This is where the professional problem becomes concrete. A photographer may feel increasingly confident, increasingly aligned, increasingly calm, while producing work that has not changed structurally for years. Internal signals confirm continuity, not development. Alignment produces stability. It does not produce differentiation. When evaluation relies on internal state alone, practice loses the ability to distinguish refinement from habit. The work continues, but its trajectory becomes unreadable, even to the person making it.

Removing external signals does not solve this problem. It removes noise. It also removes testing. Likes are not a quality metric. Algorithms are not judgment. Still, they introduce friction and comparison. They force a check. When they disappear, nothing replaces them. Internal reassurance cannot verify outcome. Without any external reference, professional growth does not exist as a readable change. It may still be felt, but it cannot be confirmed.

If photography functions as therapy or personal documentation, this is not a flaw. A private practice does not require measurable development. The problem begins when the same language is used to claim progress within a craft or professional context. At that point, insulation replaces assessment, and self-protection quietly turns into stagnation.

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Repeatability, Depth, and Predictable Outcome

Professional practice begins where outcomes become repeatable. Repeatability does not mean repeating images or maintaining a recognizable style. It means delivering a predictable result under different conditions. This is the boundary between a fluke and a skill. A strong image once proves very little. The ability to produce comparable results on demand reveals control.

Depth operates on a different axis. Depth shapes style. It reflects how decisions accumulate over time. Style is what remains when depth stabilizes into a recognizable language. None of this guarantees repeatability. A photographer may develop a deep, coherent style and still be unable to deliver results predictably. This distinction matters. Depth defines the language of the work. Repeatability defines its professional reliability. Income follows repeatability, not depth. Confusing the two leads to false expectations and misplaced confidence.

Skill is the ability to produce a result when you are tired, uninspired, and the conditions are wrong. Mindfulness functions when you feel aligned. Repeatability functions because it has to. A professional is someone who can be boringly predictable on demand. Luck is a luxury for those who do not need to repeat their results.

Repeatability makes work readable by others without explanation. The outcome holds outside its original conditions. If your result cannot be recognized without your explanation, you have no skill. You have an alibi. This is what allows evaluation to exist outside personal experience. Social recognition functions as an external check on repeatability. Payment works the same way. Both indicate that the result was identified as reproducible rather than accidental.

Conclusion

The appeal of self-care photography lies in its promise of safety. It removes judgment, reduces anxiety, and protects motivation. What it also removes is the ability to tell whether the work itself is improving. This is not a moral failure. It is a structural one.

Criticism can be toxic. That does not make evaluation optional. Rejecting bad criticism without replacing evaluation leads to the same outcome as accepting everything uncritically. The difference is cosmetic. In both cases, the photographer loses orientation.

Self-care improves the photographer. It does not improve the photograph. Conflating the two is a professional error. Feeling better is a physiological state. Working better is a technical fact. Without repeatability, the question “Am I improving?” is invalid. It is a question without a metric. In the vacuum of mindfulness, every image is a success. And where everything is a success, nothing is an achievement.

Alvin Greis is a Finland-based photographer and writer with a background in visual communication and a foundation in fine art. He creates large-format prints exploring gesture, light, and perception. His writing examines how clarity and meaning in photography evolve in a changing visual world shaped by automation and AI.

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19 Comments

Fist of all, I'm turned off by the title and by the premise. Then I wonder, who is this advice for? Maybe it applies to those brave souls who are or want to be "professional." Not a growth industry, I've heard. I come down on the anarchist island: do what you want; don't twist yourself into knots or obsess; train you mind and your mind's eye in any way you feel appropriate and then keep in mind that progress is a very subjective and contingent quality. And that there is no unassailable 'external' benchmark for quality. Success? I guess if you think it's money, you're entitled. But it can be so much more.

That's fair. The text isn’t for everyone. It’s written for those who are interested in gaining new experience rather than repeating the same actions indefinitely.

For many of us of a certain age (what much of the world would call elderly), continuity is a good and desirable thing. Stability does not feel bad. Beats most of the alternatives. Improving one's photographs at a point becomes more psychology than aesthetics. How much can we possibly expect our images to improve after all these years of study, practice and experience? Photography, fortunately, is not quantum physics.

And after reaching this age, I'm not so sure there's not a lesson for younger people too. Improvement is difficult to measure. Growth, development and differentiation become less important as we age than staying healthy, alive and living life with purpose. Anxiety and obsessive analysis can cause serious health problems. Be careful about searching for something which may be an illusion. Great and profound meaning is better sought in one's life than in one's pictures.

I tend to see photographing itself as a relatively simple process, especially outside of complex digital workflows. In film photography in particular, the act of making the image is rarely the difficult part. Because of that, time spent repeating the same process does not automatically accumulate into experience. Practice only turns into experience when it produces development. Without change, it’s not experience, it’s repetition.

From that perspective, stagnation over decades is not a sign of depth but of a stopped trajectory. Development doesn’t end because of age as a psychological limitation, it ends because of a choice. Some people stop evolving after school, others after starting a family, some around mid-career, and others never stop at all. Age only makes that choice more visible. People are different, but the mechanism is the same.

Really ??? Just get out there and see what happens, live in the light and moment.make mistakes and catch something amazing once in a while.

Alvin Greis wrote:

"A framework designed to stabilize confidence cannot register breakdown. Without breakdown, there is no signal of progress."

What do you mean by "breakdown"?

I know what the word means in other contexts, such as a motor vehicle breaking down, or a human having an emotional breakdown. But I can not see any correlation between those contexts and the context in which you use it here. A straightforward, direct explanation of the way you are using the word would be appreciated.

By “breakdown” I mean a visible failure of existing methods to produce the expected result. A point where repetition stops working and forces a change in approach. Not emotional collapse, and not crisis, but a practical signal that the current way of working no longer leads forward.

An almost traditional example: you can cook the same steak the same way for years and feel confident about it. At some point, the result stops improving. You’re not making bad food, but you’re no longer learning anything either. That moment, when the method still works but no longer develops the outcome, is what I mean by a breakdown. It’s a signal that repetition has reached its limit and change is required, if further passion is involved.

For example, you either start working on sauces, seasoning, and timing, or you change the method entirely and move from a pan to a grill or sous-vide. The steak itself isn’t the problem. The change happens in how you work with it.

Alvin, you speak of repetition and consistency as second class citizens. Those are people who face discrimination and treated as less valuable or inferior. And on the other hand, you cite progress, change, development and improvement as necessary for gaining real experience. As if moving a few pixels around in a different way becomes the measure of satisfaction and experience. Nonsense. Consistency aids in achieving excellence of craft in many ways that change does not.

I would have been sorely disappointed if my mother had ever changed her recipe for pot roast. We become known in the world by what we do well, not how we change from one thing to another. Exploration of spices is a merely a tool, not a destination. Look no further than technology to draw another comparison. Change and development never rest. Many new photographers jump from one camera or piece of technology to another before mastering the old. For many people, new and improved doesn't translate to a better quality of life. Repetition, even if never making a substantial visible difference or outcome, does indeed shape both experience and wisdom.

Age gives us experience, no matter how you approach it. If we have worked hard for many years and reached a certain level of skill and satisfaction in our endeavors, there is comfort and reward in that. Back in the 1980s, I recall Coca-Cola believed that it was necessary to change the formula after a hundred years or so, only to discover that the vast majority wanted the original taste and hated the new. Young people are impatient for change and feel it necessary. Older folks are more likely to appreciate the old ways, because, as you said, photography is a relatively simple process. Yes, we all make choices regardless of age. As a beneficiary of old age, I don't feel that I need anything new or improved to be totally content with my work. My outlook on photography resides in excellence and craftsmanship. Change is the very last thing that stimulates my passion for photography.

I think age itself is largely irrelevant in photography, given the nature of the work. Time spent doing something does not automatically transform into development. Forty years of experience will not turn a laboratory technician into a Nobel-level chemist. What does that is not time, but sustained development in thinking, method, and the scope of questions being asked.

Repetition can absolutely lead to refinement and stability, and that has its own value. But refinement and development are not the same thing. One improves execution, the other changes what is possible at all. Age only multiplies whichever path is chosen. It does not determine the outcome.

Craft and creativity operate differently. Craft refines execution, but technology steadily lowers its threshold. Creative thinking does not follow the same curve. That’s why I focus on it. The rest, taken in isolation, devalues quickly.

Well I am not going to throw my goals on the scrap heap and abandon everything I have been working toward just because it doesn't meet someone else's definition of growth or development. In fact, I do not believe that your definition of development or growth is any more accurate than my own. And it certainly is not any deeper or more meaningful or more insightful. Tired of having our mindsets put down and insulted and constantly being told that what we are doing is not as lofty and enlightened as what you are doing.

You say: "From that perspective, stagnation over decades is not a sign of depth but of a stopped trajectory." Two pictures shown below, 21 years apart. Can you tell which is which? Would one or the other of my images be considered a failure because there's no change in trajectory? Moving forward from 21 years ago seems to have produced little in the way of a change in style or approach, or outcomes. But yet, I don't regret making a single photo over that time.

Call it what you wish, but a reasonably large accumulation of photographs over time made using the same approach does feel like depth, as well as a worthy accomplishment. It's just consolidated in one area. It becomes a body of work that I am recognized by. I believe that sustains value. People will say to me: "I thought that was your photo in the east wing of Community Hospital... it looks like your work." And I'm fine with that. I'm not searching for a Nobel prize. People live here for a short time, visitors stop long enough to shoot a few souvenir pictures and leave... but the experience of having stayed in one place for nearly 50 years does indeed add depth to one's work, even if there's no obvious change in approach, or visual results for that matter. I simply have a better collection of images of this area than most people. Age becomes relevant as the size and depth of the collection grows.

I don't think about improving, or storytelling, or mystery, or even creativity... I think about making good photographs. It's not hard, and the standards never change. At a time when obsession over technical qualities seems so unpopular, I admittedly work hard at polishing my images. Despite some photographer's desire to imitate paintings, I doubt cameras were invented for that purpose. In honor of the camera lens as an instrument for rendering fine detail, I feel skill and craftsmanship is neither limiting experience, nor a failure to demonstrate depth in one's work. You say that the value of craft diminishes without creativity. I disagree. Put it this way... if the value of all craft is neutered because of machines, the whole planet is in deep trouble. And assuming that the progression of machines will be to create rather than just copy, you're in trouble too.

My article does not imply that anyone’s chosen path is wrong. Your choice remains yours. I’m writing not only for people who have already found a form of practice that satisfies them, but also for those who haven’t yet, and are still trying to understand what kind of work actually gives them that sense of engagement.

What a bunch of intellectual nonsense! Almost every sentence here is easily verifiable nonsense. Was Fro right about this site? "Toxic Positivity"-that's a good one! "The vacuum of mindfulness"? Apparently you don't know what mindfulness is. Meditation is not a "vacuum" it's probably something you never tried (it's hard)! I didn't know Finland was so Anti-Woke (read: asleep).

Many of us are in camera clubs, and the criticism of our images is WHY WE BELONG. Yeah, some people's feelings get hurt, so you have to have a thick skin to improve.

Wow, and I was afraid my reply was disrespectful.

But we have been told before that we should not "chase likes" or shoot for instantly recognizable acceptance. But now in this article we are being told that if we are not shooting to show our images to the masses then we are insular and sheltering ourselves from critique and therefore are stagnating.

So, which is it? No, it can freaking NOT be both. If one way of sharing our images is wrong and results in shallowness, the it can not also be good and result in growth. This is a binary thing, it is either one or the other. It is wrong for a writer to insult people who shoot for mass appeal, and then for that writer to also tell is that it is wrong to shield our images from the masses. One absolutely must be consistent in everything that one says or writes. If something is put down in one article, then it can not be uplifted in another article by the same writer - that makes people feel like nothing at all can ever be "good enough".

I am starting to get fed up of these articles that continually imply that the only human who can have insights or growth or development or who has any intelligence at all is the writer himself. As though he is some sort of self-appointed authority that we need to tell us how everything works because we can not understand anything for ourselves. This is getting very old and worn out. Ready for a mindset that is not so negative and insulting and self-inflated.

Yes, posting images can be both, depending upon the difference in mindset of why we share images, and what we hope to gain. I think the article is suggesting that if we choose to show our images, that we do so with the idea in mind of getting feedback and assessment of our work. Get our images out of the closet in hopes of learning and improving. Most people, however, simply post images to hear how great they are, which never leads to improvement. Practically speaking, I suspect most people appreciate a little of both... constructive criticism and praise. So I don't think the points raised in the article have to be entirely consistent when approaching many of these, what I call, "academic arguments." The reasons for making a decision today, may be different tomorrow.

If you've followed my comments, you'll realize that I frequently disagree with the author, or at least choose to expand upon the primary issue by going in a different direction. And sometimes it does feel like banging my head against a cinderblock wall. If I expect universal agreement, it'll never happen. And if I expect an author to change his style of writing to suit my preferences, that will never happen either. You might have also noticed in Alvin's comment above that he expressly stated: "My article does not imply that anyone’s chosen path is wrong. Your choice remains yours." I think that's his way of acknowledging differences between us and a good place to end the discussion.

All I expect from reading and participating in the comments section is a reasonable exchange of ideas. If I don't quite follow the logic, or disagree with something, that's fine. If it annoys me too much, I'll find another place to hang out. What I can't stand are the snarky, degrading comments that follow this pattern: you're obviously wrong, you don't know anything, but I'm not gonna bother telling you why I'm right. It's easy to be a critic; much harder to articulate a better idea. And I know you have a huge arsenal of thoughts and ideas. Instead of trying to find agreement or consistency in someone's writing, try just writing something that expresses your thoughts on the subject at hand, and leave it at that. It doesn't have to win an argument, especially if we're not even sure what the argument is entirely about.

Ed wrote:

"All I expect from reading and participating in the comments section is a reasonable exchange of ideas."

That is what I expect, too. I not only expect it, I demand it. But I do not get to the point of getting a reasonable exchange of ideas because the author does not write in a way that others can understand exactly what his point is. It is impossible to have a reasonable exchange of ideas when you can not even understand what idea is being expressed.

"If I don't quite follow the logic, or disagree with something, that's fine."

For me, that is not fine. I insist on being able to follow logic. If something is written in a way that it can not be logically understood, then that needs to be corrected. Reading something that does not make sense, and is not understandable, is just a waste of time. There is zero value in confusion. Zero value in thoughts that can not be resolved.

"If it annoys me too much, I'll find another place to hang out."

Sadly, I think that is what it is coming to for me. I have tried and tried to get this author to explain his ideas in a way that a normal person can understand, and he refuses to do so. He knows right well that the way he explains things is just as confusing and cryptic as the things in the article, yet he will not be humble and express things in a way that he knows we will understand.

"What I can't stand are the snarky, degrading comments that follow this pattern: you're obviously wrong, you don't know anything, but I'm not gonna bother telling you why I'm right."

Yes, exactly! It is that "I am above all of you" attitude that is most frustrating of all. He acts as if he is an authority on these issues, as if we need him to tell us how things really are. As if he has these enlightened ways of seeing things that we do not have. And it is impossible to have a reasonable exchange of ideas and a reasonable discussion with someone who thinks they are better at thinking than the others in the discussion. Someone who knows exactly what we are asking for and obstinately refuses to give it to us.

This text is meant to be uncomfortable to read, so your reaction is actually telling and useful. Thank you for not hesitating to write it.